I decided to skip football practice for the summer retreat. Practice was mandatory but i really dont care. I am glad i did. I had some close personal talks with some people and I got to get closer to Bethany Youth. To me I had the most fun time worshiping God and learning more about His love. he is so amazing.
But something is happening right now, the coaches hate me. They treat me like i am nothing. I miss 3 days of practice and they yell at me? I said i was on a Church retreat. I even remember the day i picked up my equiptment they had a radio station on and ‘Our God’ was playing and they were singing to it.
Really I dont know whats their problem. Even a few of my friends said “you missed football for that?”
I was real dissapointed in them. 2 days ago i was suppose to go full pads, but since i missed 3 days i have to wait 3 days to put pads on. Yesterday i couldnt play on the scimmage which is what they do to choose teams. And gosh, i missed it.
But in my heart and mind, I actually dont care at all. To me its just a game im good at. My everything is in God now. Which is why it must not be a big deal to me. Im glad i went on the retreat, practice is boring anyways.